we'll never be anything we're not

it would probably take a million years to give you our entire background and where we came from and how we grew up...blahblahblah... all in a couple sentences, so i won't bore you with the details. even though you probably are. we're sister's that are so similar in the fact that we have the same sense of humor and enjoy similar things...but don't think we aren't different people. we have definitely chosen different paths in our lives and have different perspectives. all of that will definitely show up sooner or later. anyways the preliminary shit is giving me a brain ache. my head is numb. 

thinking up names to start this blog was probably the most difficult task that we’ll face. just like everything else, it’s difficult to start and fine once you get going. it’s just the ‘get going’ part. i started with what seemed to be a go to option. 'biarri'. a combination of our names that was created by our mom when she went through her potpourri making phase, and decided to name it after us. i guess we could have been famous for something and it would have been an assortment of scented dead flowers that people haphazardly place around their houses as decoration /an odor eater. i'm glad that business endeavor never launched. but that shit was taken by some australian mathematics company…what the fuck. then i tried to think of words that described the both of us. i followed all of these words on thesaurus.com to find some sort of synonym that wasn’t cheesy, so i went through a word maze, including  - unpredictable, intense, overwhelming, overpowering, passionate, harsh, energetic, dynamic, brassy, feisty, extreme, and gutsy. i looked up words forever it seemed like and finally found one word that i think described us somewhat. granted there will never be just one term to completely describe either one of us, but i came up with something that described us where we're at now in our lives. burst. 

verb. burst, burst·ing, bursts

a. To come open or fly apart suddenly or violently, especially from internal pressure.

b. To explode.

c. To be or seem to be full to the point of breaking open: The sacks were bursting with grain.

d. To emerge, come forth, or arrive suddenly: burst out of the door.

e. To come apart or seem to come apart because of overwhelming emotion: thought his heart would burst with happiness.

f. To give sudden utterance or expression: burst out laughing; burst into tears

not to make us sound like psycho's, but we are definitely like nobody you've ever met. it's hard to translate that via posting shit, but hopefully everyone will understand us. we're in your face at all times. you either get us or you don't. a lot of people that we meet right away think we are just assholes, but once you get to know us and understand our sense of humor, you just find out that we're hilarious, sarcastic assholes. way different. i feel like we are at the brim of exploding our ideas on the world. i don’t like saying brim because it’s too close to rim. and that leads into jobs and then we end up somewhere we should have never been. i honestly can’t even focus right now because i'm sitting here at starbucks trying focus and these bitches next to me are howl-laughing in my ears to my right and to my left this old man is letting his latino ringtone blare without answering his phone or silencing it. we never do anything simply…we never just arrive. we’re all there or we aren’t. everything we do is with passion, we put the ass in passion. we aren’t afraid to say anything or share our ideas. so? leggggooo.

-BR